October 2009
1 post
i haven’t been on here in forever… but today i was searching for a post from awhile ago
it had a link to the blog of a married couple who takes wedding photographs etc..
the picture on tumblr was of one of the brides wedding dress, it was hanging on a wardrobe
just wondering if anyone remembers, i’m driving myself insane trying to remember- its from awhile ago : /
let...
September 2009
2 posts
10264.) I always fear I will lose the ones that...
(via blogsecret)
i've been...
offline for a long long time when it comes to tumblr
i can’t handle being on here all the time anymore- because of all the “love” shit
and my first love- broke my heart this summer- and now has a new gf
and its killing me
slowly
i hate it
and need some help
June 2009
19 posts
i know i need to stop hoping this works... but why...
i'm scared...
ususally he texts every once in awhile… especially when he’s heading home so i know he got into ogilvie ok…. nothing today
still nothing, four hours later, he called me when he was on the train but i didn’t answer, and nothing since
i’m actually pretty freaked out, and he’s not one to “test” me, to see if i do text/call him like mad when i...
2879.) I miss you SO much, I wish everything was...
(via blogsecret)
even though i know it never will be, thanks to me
2813.) im still in love with you, and i dont know...
blogsecret:
maybe i dont want to let go of you never. my parents hate me for no reason. they keep me a prisoner in my own skin and they dont understand how i feel. they live for what other people think and say. i hate my life. im young. beautiful. educated. anything that a simple woman can ask for, and im miserable inside. sometimes crying and screaming inside is never enough. someone please help...
i pour my heart out, not expecting anything in...
would’ve appreciated one, but you can’t
good night
sytycd!
and grilling out
and the boy and i on good terms
what could be better
oh maybe if he actually tells me he still loves me tonight, that’s all i really need
crying
because my boyfriend told me that although he used to be able to think of us on a path to marriage, he can’t any longer… because of what i did
but i can still picture us on that path
and i want it more than anything
why am i always scared to ask my parents if i can...
oh yeaaa
because they judge
and they’ll assume it’s because i’m a sex loving teenager
sadly that may be true
but i still have been feeling sick the past months
so i probably should go
May 2009
109 posts
the one who cares less holds the power
what are good questions to start a conversation??
i want to know how helloclothes finds such amazing...
*jealous*
1169.) i fall too fast.
(via blogsecret)
and too hard
1173.) Sometimes I think that I am only in love...
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scratch the first part though
i’m in love with all of him, and have a horrible feeling i’ll never feel this way ever again
1175.) I pretend to be sick and unhappy so I get...
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its starting to scare me how many people have the same “secrets” that i do
i need
to just rant
i have no idea
i’m home now, and miserable, i just want to be back at school
back in my dorm (as sad as that sounds)
probably going to be one of the worst summers ever
fort night
so… i spent the night, with my love, in a fort we made
and we watched pans labrinyth
and we both cried
i love him, and i’m going to miss him so much over the summer
997.) I want a tumblr bestfriend. Someone i have...
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911.) I made Tumblr to make new friends but I...
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season 3... the office
it hurts me not seeing jim pull pranks on dwight
or not be with pam
gahhhhh
“adya having you as a partner and companion inspires me to create. you are an amazing person and realize that you have already affected me in a profound way.”
“when I was texting you the other night i couldn’t stop thinking that i wanted to live with you and see you every morning”
—why can’t he act like he did before all the shit happened, when he still says things like the first one, but no...
what is shared reality?
will i ever know if love is true and real?
or will i always just hope?
i am so freaking pumped for tomorrow.thursday
my last final!
going to chicago with the mr.
fondue dinner at his house, with his best friend present (kinda nervous, not gonna lie)
then thursday hanging out downtown chicago <3
thursday night getting wasted with my two best friends, who happen to be the most fun drunks ever… i’m soo excited
but lets get through this final first
but now i'm stuck
in our library..
had to force myself downstairs so i wouldn’t want to go outside on this gorgeous day
i officially passed my junior standings!!
thank the lord
pure beauty, i love movie scores
sitting here
in einsteins, about to start my essay
deciding if i want to listen to music or watch the office
i’m sure i’ll pick the less productive of the two
“Did you say it? ‘I love you. I don’t ever want to live without you. You changed...”
– Grey’s Anatomy (via quotewhore) (via jessicachu) (via alyaesthetics)
i just want to cuddle tonight
am i the only one who looks at someones icon picture, and thinks they look like someone they actually know, therefore read everything as though that person they know wrote it?
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100 tumblarity
did i do ANYTHING productive today?
i swear i started at less than 20
